Stay strong. Practice. You defense skills erode if you don't practice.

All the details are not yet public, but one thing is true: In an ECQ fight for a weapon, bad things can happen and any bad guy can get lucky against the best officer. This officer died in a struggle for a weapon. Keep that in mind and make sure you do what you need to in order to stay alive.

https://www.kgw.com/news/Police-respond-to-possible-shooting-outside-Rainier-church-112954474.html?hpt=T2